Take a leap of faith when you are thinking of loved ones that aren't with you any more. Instead of keep questioning what happens when we die try to feel them near to you. Ask a loved one to come close to you to give you a sign that they are ok and that their energy is still with you. Ask them to show you something that you will understand - like maybe finding something of theirs that you thought you had lost or playing their song on the radio. We all have a natural ability to connect. If you can 'sense' a feeling that they are around you guiding, or helping you along then thank them - your intuition is correct - it is only you that knows how you 'feel' no-one else can know except you. Love does not understand physical barriers it exists through energy so open yourself to feel it and surrender yourself to something you may not have experienced before. x